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I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our livesand when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look upand know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

Tonight by FM Static. Bla.

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Hmm. What did we do today? Well, we woke up early cause we needed to fetch our dad at 7:30 this morning. After we fetched him, we went to Dampa to eat. Then, we went home for a while, skip skip skip. Then, a few, uhh, not really few, but more than 20 unexpected supposed-to-be-relatives came here from Paranaque, and they just left. Tomorrow's new year's eve. Happy new year. :D Hmm, let me post some new year resolutions (since I don't do wish lists, and maybe this won't be followed anyway, but for the sake of the season, boom).

♥ Be a good girl for the rest of the year. O:)
♥ Be more responsible.
♥ Listen.
♥ Wag kalimutan maggoodnight kay Papa.
♥ Be quiet.
♥ Makinig sa utos ni Mama.
♥ Wag na bigyan ng masyadong work si Yaya,
♥ Wag lagi asarin si Ate. :P
♥ Maging good ate kay Pat.
♥ Maging good ate din kay Prinz.
♥ Wag na sabihan si Em ng "bad". =))
♥ Be more responsible pag dating kay Angel.
♥ Maging more approachable kay Cha.
♥ Maging mas always there kay My.
♥ Maging better best friend kay Aya. :>
♥ Kumain ng veggies. Yuck, ayaw. :))
♥ Mag-isip pa ng resolutions.
♥ Wag na iyakin?
♥ Mag-behave palagi. O:)
♥ Magbond more with Mg girls. :D
-kasama na mag share more.
-get to know better.
-spend more time. :)
♥ Wag guluhin si Kt pag may mood swing siya. :)
♥ Listen attentively sa class.
♥ Mag hi na pag nag hi si Gino. :)) peace. :P
♥ Wag na awayin si Kae sa pagkukulit sa friends ko.
♥ Maging mabait na kay Ernest. (sabi nga, baka di masunod.)
♥ Mag-share pa with Joker.
♥ Wag asarin tiyan ni Esguerra. :P
♥ Magawa na project with Art Group. :D :D :D
♥ Mag-isip ulit ng more resolutions.
♥ Mag bye ng maayos kay Ren pag kausap sa ym. :)) (yan, ah)
♥ Wag daw awayin si Fidel (kahit siya nang-aaway)
♥ Mag good morning kay Jay! =))
*Enough na with personalized resolutions. :))
♥ Study better.
♥ Work harder..
♥ Love more.
♥ Laugh.
♥ Smile.
♥ Live.

Hmm, that's it for now. Happy New Year's Eve Eve. :P

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I owe Magnesium a good post. Haha. Panu ba naman, ngayon lang ulit ako nagkaclass party habang schoolyear pa nung class. :)) I'm tired, naisipan ng mom ko maghanap ng gown, kaya ayun. Hmm. San ba sisimulan ang aking good post. Sige, sisimulan ko sa MgG outing. :D

Si Camille, nag-aya na pumunta sa legacy concert ng grade school niya, at ng sleep-over na rin, para sa bonding ng MgG. Tapos un. Supposedly, anim kami. Ako, Camille, Richelle, Gigi, Jil at Min-min. Nga lang, last minute na di pinayagan si Jil, kaya lima nalang kami. Friday un, so dapat 3:20 uwian namin, nga lang, walang PE. :> So before 2:30 (early dismissal ata sa STR? ata.), nagpunta kami ng dorm at nagbihis. Tapos inantay namin ung dormer girls, at nagpunta na sa gate. Pupunta kami Trinoma kasi dun susunduin. Unfortunately, sabi ni Ate Guard, dapat daw 3:20 kami umalis, eh mga 3:15 palang, kaya dapat mag-antay. Aliw nga si Min-min, sobrang excited, nagbilang agad. Sinabihan pa kaming magbilang up to 300. :)) And then, boom, it was 3:20. Just like magic! :)) Dapat sasakay daw ng taxi, eh saktong papaalis na, palabas na ung car ni Jil, sooooo. Sumakay kami, at hinatid kaming Trinoma. Yay. :)) Pagdating dun, nag-ikot ikot kami. Tumingin na rin ng pwedeng exhange gifts. Tapos dun sa foodcourt ng Landmark, napag-usapan pa ung Fit 'n Right (tama ba?), tapos ang sabi ni Richelle, Fit 'n Fab. Haha, la lang. :P Iniwan namin gamit namin sa Landmark (school bags included). Dalawang cubicle naagaw namin. Haha. Basta nag-ikot lang, and then nasunod na rin. Sa car, nasa driver's seat ung dad ni Camille, sa tabi ung brother ni Camille. Sa middle row, ako, Richelle, at Min-min. Tapos sa likod, ung sis ni Camille, si Camille, at si Gigi. Haha. Tapos dumating na sa Assumption Antipolo. Nung concert, dahil medyo late na, nasa bandang likod kami. Nga lang, may nagsabi kay Gigi na pumunta sa harap, at sumugod si Gigi sa harap. Yay, haha. Nga lang, ung guard, pinapunta kami sa likod. Aww. Eh since la kaming chair, we had to go back ulit. Buti nalang di dun sa liko na likod. Nga lang, may nanay dun na paglabas ata ni Christian Bautista, tili ng tili. Grabe. Tapos, thanks to some nice people, umupo din kami. Astig si Min-min, di napagod magtake ng vids pati pics. :)) Lalo na pagdating kay Kim Chiu. :)) Tapos astig din si Gary V., parang mas energetic pa kaysa sa anak niya. And then ung di namin nakalimutan for the rest of the night, ung guitarist ng Spongecola na sobrang galing maghead bang. Parang nagfloflow lang ung hair niya, gumagawa ng wave tapos bumabalik sa dating place. Parang special effects. :)) Nag-ikot sandali sa school ni Camille after, tapos pumunta na sa bahay ng ninang niya. Dun ko nakita kung gaano ka-hyper kapatid ni Camille. :)) Mamimili lang ng dvd na papanoorin, grabeng pagod. Gusto kasi niya Simpsons, eh iba gusto namin. So parang nag Deal or No Deal pa (grabe exposure ko ngayon sa Abs-cbn, nakakpanibago. :P), nga lang natanggal ung Simpsons, kaya un, nagwala. Natira ung National Treasures ba un? Basta Nicholas Cage. Eh di tuwang-tuwa si Min-min. :)) Mga past 11 na din un, so mga antok na, pagod din kasi. Umupo na kami sa living room, kinukulit pa rin kami nung sis ni Camille na mag Simpsons. :)) Nagplay na ung National Treasure, tapos inaantok na kami. Around 1 ata, nagising ako, grabeng tulog na tulog na lahat, except si Min-min. Dilat na dilat si Min-min. :)) Nakakaaliw pa kasi tulad sa Bio, katapat ko siya, tulog siya. Madalas tulog, pero nung kami lahat tulog, gising na gising siya. :)) Natapos na ung movie, then sleeping time na dapat. Nga lang cards pa daw. Nagalaro silang apat, patulog na ko. Nga lang nainggit ako. Kaya un, natuto ako maglaro ng Slapjack. :)) Kakaaliw si Min-min, eh, di sure kung magsaslap, tapos sumisingit pa kamay niya. :)) Ung one time halos lahat na ng cards nagkay Richelle, tapos napunta kay Min-min. :)) Mga around 3 na kami nakatulog, si Camille daw mga 4 pa. Nagising ako 6 or 7 ata. Tapos nung bumangon na lahat, naglakad lakad kami sa labas. Biglang humiwalay si Richelle at Min-min, kaya kaming tatlo nalang magkakasama nila Camille at Gigi. Nag-ikot kami, nga lang dun sa isang street, may humabol sa amin na dalawang maliliit na aso. :)) Naligaw tuloy kami. After nun, breakfast. Tapos nuod, pinilit ako manuod ni Richelle ng horror. :)) Nagbihis na iba while ung iba naglaro ng sungka. Tapos nagpunta kami ng SM Taytay. Nag-ikot ulit, at naghanap ng exchange gifts. pare-pareho kaming guys ung biibgyan sa exchange gifts, tapos di pa kami marunong magregalo sa kanila. Kaya halos pare-pareho nalang binili, nga lang may pagka-"personalized". :P Lunch, tapos uwi na. Yay. Ang saya. :)) MgG bonding. :>

Soooo. Mg Party naman. :)) Nung pumunta ako ng dorm, andun si Min-min, Richelle, Camille at Gigi, nanunuod ng Detective Conan. Tapos, after some time, dumating sila Kit, nagtatanung kung gusto namin sumama ng mas maaga dun sa building nila Joaq para magset-up. Dapat kami lang nila Camille sasama, kasi daw di na kasya sa van, at kung pwede daw may kasamang girls na preferrably hindi dormers kasi baka daw mag-aayos sila ng gamit, sabi ni Joaq. Haha. So, ayun. Eh nakasalubong namin si Richelle, since baka umakyat na ng dorm sila Gigi, hinatak na namin si Richelle. Nag-aantay na kami sa front, kami ay sina ako, Camille, Richelle, Kit, Kim, Jay, Joaq, Yeyel. Tapos nakisali si Lea. Lea talaga. :)) So 9 na kami, eh since sumama si Lea, kailangan niya umupo kay Richelle, poor Richelle. :)) Tapos kailangan dumaan sa house ni Joaq. Since kaming girls nasa harap, at nasa likod si Joaq, kailangan namin lumabas. Kaya andun nalang kami nagstay sa labas ng house ni Joaq. Ang sama pa ni Joaq, sobrang tagal. Nabaliw na kami, kaya nung may napansin si Lea na shadow na heart, pinicturan nalang namin. :)) Alala ko pa, napag-usapan namin ung parties ng section, tapos nabanggit ung ParLi ng Lithium. Kaya tinignan namin kung anu tunog sa ibang sections. Sa amin daw, MgParty!. Sabi ata ni Richelle sa Beryllium, May party kami, Beh! Haha. Aliw. Wala lang. Basta un. After a looooooooong time, lumabas si Joaq. Wow. Tapos un, sumakay na ng car at pumunta sa building. Kinwento ni Joaq na may theme dapat, ung theme ng party ay "grill", kasi mag-iihaw kami. Supposedly, magseset-up kami. Nga lang naglabas ng poker set si Yeyel. Since umalis naman si Joaq, tinuruan nalang kami nung boys maglaro. Sa bench ko, si Camille, Lea, Richelle, at ako. Opposing side, si Kit, Yeyel, Kim, Jay. Nung tinuruan kami, may trial, so round 1. Nanalo ako. Haha, begginer's luck ba? :> :)) Basta puro girls nanalo, at na-bankrupt ung boys (na maangas pa naman nung start). :)) Since nilaro na namin ung games ng boys, pinalaro naman namin sa kanila mga nilaro namin nung MgG bonding. Nung bluff, nangongolekta si Yeyel ng cards. :)) Tapos nung Slapjack, napunta kay jay ung cards, kaya may consequence. :)) Tagal kasi mag-process, nag-iisip pa kung bakit lahat kami naka-slap. :P Then, while playing, nagutom kasi. Panu ba naman, outdoor un, kami kami lang andun, with 2 buckets ng KFC chicken, at 2 boxes ng 18" ata na Yellowcab pizzas, eh mahangin, kaya naaamoy namin. Mahirap magconcentrate pag ganun tapos gutom. :)) May nagsuggest na kumuha ng isa-isang slice ng pizza, so kumuha kami. Eh ang pangit naman na bawas na, kaya inubos nalang, tapos tinago ung box to hide the evidence. :)) Eh nakonsensya si Kit, good boy kasi si Kit, kaya nag-order nalang ulit. :)) Dumating na ung batch 2, diretso kain na. Si Fidel, kumuha ng hotdog, tapos ang angas pa na lumapit (maangas talaga si Fidel :P), pagkakagat niya sa hotdog, nagtaka ako, eh la pa naman na-grill na hotdog, at nakasara pa ung naka-slice na lines. Nasabi ko tuloy na di pa luto. Kaya un, naging weird mukha ni Fidel. Haha. So, kain kain. Tapos laro pa. Nung nag-aya na ulit magcards, kasama ko sila Lea ulit. Dun natikman ni Lea ang first ever taho niya. :)) At nakakakuryente mamalo ng kamay sila Jaime at Yeyel. Tapos un, agawan base daw. Eh naka-sandals ako, na mataas ung heels (kasalanan ni Lea, magsusuot daw kasi siya ng mataas na heels, kaya nagsuot din ako. Haha.), buti nalang karamay ko si Lea. Nga lang magkalaban kami. Dapat one-on-one kami, eh. :P Nga lang di ako makatakbo, dahil nga sa shoes, buti nalang pinahiram ako ni Richelle ng slippers. :)) Talo kami. Pero ayos lang, may moment naman si Richelle at Faj (may nagkakahiyaan maghabulan, at may parehong nadapa kaya nakahiga silang dalawa. :P), tapos masaya. Nung napagod na, maglaro dapat kami (Gigi, Camille, Min-min, Lea, Richelle) nung game na may kanta tapos may pinapasang coin, tapos huhulaan kung san ung coin, nga lang di kami magkasundo sa lyrics nung kanta, kaya pass the message nalang. :)) Ang tagal na naging taya si Min-min, kaya may consequence siya, haha. Nung pauwi na, kahit may ibang nagstay pa, pinagawa kay Min-min ung consequence. :> Haha. Pero nagpicture din. Sabi daw sumigaw ng Magnesium, tapos Jess, tapos naging "HUG!!!". :)) Sa car, nakatabi ko sa isang side sila Marwin at Lennart, ang kulit tuloy. :)) Si Gigi din katabi ko. Tapos magkatabi si Yeyel at Jay sa harap. :> Kasama din namin sila Lea, Camille, Richelle, Min-min, Dion, Jil, at sino pa ba? Si Marz, kaya naman kinikilig sila Panton. Haha. Tapos napag-awayan pa nila ung tulili at tutuli, Lea kasi. :)) Basta, ang kulit sa car, ang saya. :)) Pero may isa akong di makakalimutan na sinabi ni Fidel. Very very deep at inspiring: "Pwede na tayo mag-reunion!". :)) Di bale na kung 7 people lang umaatend sa mga practice, basta, party people naman pala ang Mg. :))

Haha, astig, ang haba ng post. Lapit na christmas. 11:16 na ng December 23, 2008, ayon sa laptop. :)) Mali ata ung timezone ng blog ko, eh. Oh well. Advance merry christmas. :D Pakasaya lahat. :D

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The Rugrats are showing on Nick right now. I didn't know that show was still being played, it's been a long time since I last watched it. :)) I've been planning to post here, but I'm to lazy. So this post won't make much sense. Anyway, after the Simbang Gabi yesterday, we went to Eastwood for breakfast, it was almost 6 in the morning then. Before entering, my mom tried to call the guard to ask if the restaurants were already open, she even pressed the horn, but the guard didn't respon. The guard was actually sleeping, while standing up. :)) I'm still amazed. :P Anyway, today is AFP Day. There are soldiers positioned every 4-5 meters on our avenue. There are actually people who are directing the traffic. :)) And the grandstand is filled with the representatives of different battalions. We were supposed to watch, but came back home anyway. And no I'm bored. :)) It's almost christmas. Merry Christmas. :D

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I wonder, if the question I was asked during speech was the most memorable experience of Impermanence, what would I have answered? I remember Gigi's speech, it was about the death of her Grandmother. Death is a really clear sign of impermanence. But I see it as a phase. At first, you're dying. And after, your dead. How does it feel like to die? I don't know. But I know it would be a great pain to see your loved ones breathe their last. That's why I'd rather die before anyone else does, because I'm afraid of the pain. Yeah, it sounds so selfish, but no one would really feel pain when I'm the one who would pass away. Sorry for this post, but for the past few days my mind's been filled up with these kind of thoughts. Maybe because of the frequent news about these. There are so many unsuspected deaths occuring, and I wake up in the middle of the night thinking when my time would be, what's waiting for me on the other side, what would happen to the people I'd leave behind, and all those. I'm getting paranoid. If a family member's not home yet, I can't sleep and can't do anything but pray that they'd get home safely. Argh. I don't like thinking about this anymore. :

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First day of December. And I have a lot of homework to do. :

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