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Thank you beloved friend, I feel dearly betrayed. Of all the people, who knew.

And you, do you really think that third time's the charm? Did you have to repeat what you did again and again? Too bad though cause we seem to believe in different things. I believe in three strikes and you're out. You told me many times before that you were trying to change and that you weren't going to do things that caused trouble last time. But here you are again doing those things as if nothing ever happened. Looks like all those words meant nothing. And, guess what? I'm so full of it. I'm so mad. Yay. So much for trying to change. You just love making me angry, don't you? Well, thanks to you, my already damaged trust for you just went down the drain. Happy?

Out of all the people, aren't you supposed to be the one who should know how I hate being told one thing and seeing something else? But you keep on telling me things and doing something else. You enjoy seeing me like this, don't you? Thanks, friend.

They were right when they said loving someone is giving someone the power to hurt you, but trusting them not to. I guess I just love the wrong people. Too bad, trust doesn't mean anything to you. I guess I'm just a bad judge for character.

Some kind of friend you are, doing things behind my back and even thinking I'd be happy. And I thought I was a good friend for supporting you and trying to protect you. I guess I'm not, then. Or am I just the person who you'd come to just when everyone leaves you behind. After all those times I thought you'd do the same for me. Maybe I was the only one thinking that.

Thanks again for hurting me and letting me fall. I'll just have to remember next time that I won't get any help from you. Especially now that I'm just in the background, the person you'd come to when all your other friends go to their own friends. Wow. You're really nice.


Thank you for misunderstanding everything about me. For thinking that what you like is what I also like. For making decisions for me that you should know would hurt me in the long run. For always being there for someone else and never for me. For being the one I always had to look for but never did once for me. For enjoying hiding behind my back while I took in every single problem you had to free you from them. For just being something I didn't expect. Thanky you for taking me for granted.

You two leave the biggest holes in my heart.

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